chapter 5; Change !?

can say tat i ald game over!!! past week is reli didn do anything,y i still not yet mature!!!...always giv myself a lot of excuse!!! always think abt i will do it at nx mins or hours!!! sometime reli hate abt myself,how stupid i am...how pity i am...reli left no many days ald,but y i still like lack of power...like a body without a soul!!!...haiz...wad is going to my mind!!!...omg!!!...but after i reading lek meng n weng fai blog...i hav a bit...energy is coming back!!! nothing will gonna change if urself didn wan to change!!! i reli reli reli dun wan my parent feel disappointed to me...i noe my father was getting stressed n tired to earn money for my n my bro further study!!! tat y i reli dun wan they feel sad n dissapointed to me!!!...ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!...i ald close my fb,now is the time tat i close tis pc...someone say if u dun hav determination,u wont be success!!!...now i have AIM...tat is 4flat for my result!!! no matter how hard is the journey,i oso will step over it!!!...from now i will put my MAX power to my study!!! future is on my own hand,success or fail oso is depend on my hand...i will use my hand to protect my future n oso my family!!!...dad n mom i wont make u feel disappointed to me...tis WARS i cannot lose it!!!...let start my battle!!!...